Update:
Allah does not charge a soul except [with that within] its capacity. It will have [the consequence of] what [good] it has gained, and it will bear [the consequence of] what [evil] it has earned. “Our Lord, do not impose blame upon us if we have forgotten or erred. Our Lord, and lay not upon us a burden like that which You laid upon those before us. Our Lord, and burden us not with that which we have no ability to bear. And pardon us; and forgive us; and have mercy upon us. You are our protector, so give us victory over the disbelieving people.” [2:286]
Allah chose us, so He knows we are strong.
Believe in Him, and believe in His virtues.
what did not kill you will only make you stronger.
InshaAllah.
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another one just announced her pregnancy today.
and suddenly, tears are flowing on my cheeks.
i hate this feeling. i’m supposed to be happy for her! but all i feel now is just envy and hatred.
i don’t know why i am feeling like this. do i think that i’m so much better than her, that i should be able to have a baby first before she does?
i texted hubby, telling him the news and how frustrated i was. he told me to be patience, and that our time will come.
*sigh*
i want hubby now. i want someone to take me away from this dark feeling. make me smile again, please. make me forget about this piece of news, show me that i have everything to be thankful for in my life.
but he’s so far away. i have not seen his face for 2 weeks now.
i am better than this. i know i am.
and this has made me missed my husband, so very much.
